What up gangsta?

What up gangsta?

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Quick update...

It's been over a month since I've written...I'm sorry!! I said I would try to update this more often, but obviously I've sucked at fulfilling that promise.

Well, it's 2011 already...crazy! Christmas was wonderful, because Jay was here from Christmas Eve all the way up until Jan 5th. This was the longest visit ever, and definitely the best. They just keep getting better and better.

This time, we went to campus to talk to someone about him transferring up here. According to them it doesn't sound like it would be a problem, but he will have to wait until May to do so. That sucks, but I know that it's best. Not only will he be able to finish out his year, but summer will give us much more time to get him moved and get settled in than the winter break would have. So, in May, the plan is for him to move up here and attend school here next fall.

That being said, I simply cannot wait until May. I am so excited for him to move here and so stressed out that he's not here now. Things are still wonderful between us, but I find myself getting more and more lonely for him and missing him more every time we have a visit. I guess that's a good thing. When Matt and I had our visits, I kept wanting to leave earlier and earlier each time I saw him. This time, when I had to let Jay go on the 5th, I was basically inconsolable the entire day. I couldn't help it, thinking about going home to a house that didn't have him in it just filled me with dread. I honestly just want to start our lives together as soon as possible. I didn't think I would ever meet someone this perfect for me, and have a relationship this amazing, but now that I have, I just want to be with him. Being apart so much just feels like an enormous waste of time.

Everything else is going well. I may graduate in May (yay!!!) and work is, well...work. Everyone else is doing well, including the kitties, and my health is still good.

Not sure what else I know...I'll try to write more!!

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